" अन्धकार जीवन "

                   

Ramila Sharma, unko janma yek garib ghar ma hunxa pugxa jaha " aajha khaye voli ko lagi haat jodnu parni " yek kishan ko xori.Unko pariwar ma 5 sadhasse hunxan jasma uni ti garib ba aama ko pahilo santan tyo pani xori ko rupma janmeki.
Unko baalya kaal yesari gai githalo, nadi nala kuwa bhai baini syarsusar gardai yessai bitxa. Tin santan ma uni pahilo xori, Chalan Chalti aanurub "xori paye farshi ko jhol xora paye khashi ko jhol", tai pani unka baa aama garib vaye tapani aafno xori prati kasko baa aama lai maya mamata jagdaina ra. Uni le shiksha hashil ta garin tara unka suru waati dinma unlai gai gothalo, ghar ko Chaukuna vansa vakari gardai din jani, baa aama melo pato garnu parni natra Saajha ko khana vokai pet sutni aawasta huna parni din pani naaayeko ta hoina. Dinprati din ghar ko bigdido aawasta uss mathi pani uni pahilo santan bhai baini hurkidai ta gaye aabo badhna thalyo badhdo ghar ko samasya din prati din chaad baad aaghi badhdai aayo ghar ko pahilo santan ta k " pahilo santan marka bujhnai paryo". yesari ni unko baalye kaal bhai baini sayar susar mela pato gardai gayo.
Baa le pani bistarai bistari aaru ko jagga aadhiya lina suru garay, yesari uni gharki aama huni pahilo mauka unale aafno bhai baini sayar susar garera aanu vab garin.
"sapana kasle dekheko hudai nara, sabble aafno aafno sapana aaghaleko hunxa chaaye kati garib sukhi sampana nai kina nahos".
Sabbka gauma ghar ma bijuli batti hunthiyo unko gharma "tukki ra laltin "
Bhai, baini sathi vai ka sangat garera baa lai vanni garthiye yesto pugena hamilai hamro gharma yesto vayena tara uni sadha gupchup rahani aakhir "santan pahilo jo parin babu aama ko samasya bujhna pahilo santan bahek aarule bujheko hudaina raixa.
Baa le vanni garthiye bhai baini lai hami pani kunai din sahar jaamla sahar gayera ghumamla kunai tmi harule vaneka jasta hotel ma gayera khaulana.Unni danga parthin kahi hamro gau bahek yesto kunai duni yapani xara.
yesari bela mauka milayera uni aafno bhai baini ka kitab ka pana haru paltai kana sabda ko uhcharan garne garthin khana banauda nai kina nahos uni tii bhai baini padhdako samaye sabda haru suni dhyan dera aafno man ma gunjautheen.
Unki aama vanni gartheen k garni xori hami garib xau paisa le kaile pugdaina raixa dhani ka dajoma hami uv-vina kaile sakdainau aasa garxu moh tero baau ko jindagi melo paato gari bityo tera jindagi yesari nabitos ba.
Ramila yekdin yesaai bhai baini navako belama bhai baini ka kitaab ka pana yessai paltai kana sabda ka bakaida saath uchharan garxin jun aachanak unka buba ra aama sunna pugxan deusaka mela paat gari garma khaja khani samyog pari unka buba aame xori ko yesto lagab raixa padha(Siksha) xetrama vani salla gari kana voli bata hamri xori lai ni padhna dinu parxa vanna chahanxan.
Yesari unko baalye kaal ko tyo din unko lagi aabis maradiye xeed hunxa. Buba aama ko salla le unii aafno balye kaalma dhilai vaye pani shiksha ko xetra ma aaghe badhni mauka pauxin unii SLC samma ko siksha hasil garu sathai unko
jivan ma feri yek naya mood aauxa
"Kulo ma baa paani lagauna jada Kaaji ka xora sanga kulo launi silsilama unlai kaaji ka santan le chaakuu ropi hatya gardinxan" jun unko lagi grahaan lageko vanda kaam huna pugdaina " kaalo raat"
Unii feri aafno shiksha ko xeetra ma aaghi badhni mauka paaudinan Bhai baini ko vabisye aama ko sayar susar jo unko vaagye ma lekheko raixa.
Buba ko mrityou le unko aama ko dimaag ma badho aasar gareko raixa jasle garda unki aama yekhoro hasni bolni "pagal paan ko brami " jastai ko baebar gartheen.
Unle kaile hasna janinan unka pariwar le unka buba haso kasto hunxa aanuvab na batuli yes dharti lai xadi gaye " baa  ko barsha din na pugdai " yessai dukha ko xeed ma unki aama koni daehaanta huna pugyo.
saba ko marka bujhi baneni uni bachin ghar ko yeklo muli tii na balak bhai baini ko aasa varosha.

"Saajbihan melo paato gardai unko jivan chakra suru vayo.
bhai Baini ko pani balye kaal bitdai gayo herda herdaibhai baini pani uchha shiksha hashil garna sahar jaani vaye.
bhai baini sahar ta gaye uni yeklai gauma.
"saaye bittdai gayo"
bhai baini samparka bihin huna pugye
bhai le aafno "Engineering" ra baini le "baChlor" pass gari aafna duniya basai sakexan.
uni yeklai panita kaati basna sakxin ra yesai kram ma unko bihe sushil lagan shil kt vanda vandai kura chalda chaldai mukhiya ka santan " unko baa " ko haatyara sanga huna pugxa " unlai thaha hudaina raixa unko baa ko haatyara unko aafnai jivan sathi ho vanne tyo ta mukhi ya ko santan vanii gaule haru mili kura dhaak xoop gariyeko huda raixa".
Dinprati din bitdai gayo unlai garine bihe ko din dekhi ko bewar kahele baadlena.
unlai sadhai khelauna saraha ko jindagi vognu paryo na kaile tii ghar kaale buhari vani yekbachan mitha boli ma vanay nata loogni le jivan sathi ka rupmanai.
yesari uni baata pani due santan ko janma huna pugyo.
janma ta deen unle tara santan lai aama mah huni vanna samma ko bataboran unle painan.
unka santan unki hajur aama sanga hurkiye baalye kaal dekhi nai. Unii aafno jivan heri sukhi ghar ko buhari ta huna pughin tara unlai kaile dukha kasta le xodena.
uhii din dohoriyo gai, gothalo , meela paat.

Yesari nai din bitdai gayo unni sadhai ko maar gaali galauj pitai loogni ko khaap da khaap da
unko sarir haar mandai gayeko uni ma dekhi na thalyo.
due xora unka due santan pani padhi lekhi hurki sakeka thiye.
tara santan le kaile unlai aama saabdale balayenan.
sasu ustai kaile ramro najar le na-herni
sasu, aafno loogni ta parai jaos aafule janma deko santan le samet unlai aama naule na pukar da
uni aafno kotha ma dhoka thuko vakano ko sath runi gartheen.
samjida unko baalye kaal dekhi ko garibi dukhi paan uni aafaile aafailai dhikaar theen.
bistarai bistarai unle baalye kaalma gareko dukha ko faal loogni ko ptai ko natija unko sarir ma dekha parna thalyo roog ko rup ma
unlai Cancer vayexa
khabar badha gamvir thiyo
unko laagni k vanxan " Niko huni vaa upachar garin xa niko nahuni va upachar garera xora ko padhai ko lagi rakheko sampati masna sakidaina"
uni aafnai aaghi yesta sabda sunxin tara boli futauna sakdinan unlai bachna man xa aajhai , aajhai aafna santan le unko mrityou aaghe aama vaneko pukar uni sunna chahanxin.
unlai upachar gaule ko baal le garda garinxa upachar pani safal huna janxa.
safal vayera k garni unlai yekaixin santa rupma sas ferna nadinay tii pasand paapi haru k santa basna sakthiye.
Ghau niko huna na pai uni aafno feri mela paat, gai gothalo suru garxin.
roog niko hunu xaina badera jhan salkiyexa.
"das din dekhi bhuema lampasar" paani ko vaar ma basi raheki unii
dotor samu laijada ramro vaniyeki aakhir hami bachauna sakdina unlai vanna pugxan"
jindagima haso unko muhar ma dekhna napai hospital bata aadhi batoma ghar farkayero nalero aaudoi unko bato mai mrityou hunxa
"aama ko laas tulashi bootma rakhiyeko xaw na ti due santan ko aakha ma aashu dekhin xaw nata logni ko nai sasu dekha oti aasun jharxin "
thul xoro aama ko tyo aawasta ma pani haat ma kitab boki voli ko jaach ko tayari ma laag xa "
sodhxan gaule babu k ho yo sab " xaadni xodera gai sake maile mero vabisye yesai ma saaajna sakdina"

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